Sometimes nothing else matters, but the world doesn't stop. On June 30th my 16 year old brother Paul Kekich passed away in a car accident. Those who know me know that my two brothers Paul and Jason are part of my life line. Watching them grow into strapping young men has been such a pleasure. You never know how to prepare yourself for an event like this, as you never think it will be you. Looking for a reason and searching for an answer can be endless. I keep trying to fall asleep and wake up to this dream, it must be right? Knowing that it isn't suppose to be this way, made me realize how precious life can be. Thinking of all the stupid and careless things I have done myself makes you wounder how we all are chosen to survive this long. I only hope I can see him again one day.